I cannot stress this enough: time does not heal! I have watched enough Channel 171- Investigation Discovery to verify that. The serial killer who kills beauty pageant winners will say something like “I do this because in the year ’92 (28 years ago) I didn’t win Little-Miss-Something so if I can’t win noone else can” A little extreme, a tad bit dark, but you cannot expect a clock to tick and think your internal turmoil will vanish.